Thoughts.

79 days left.
Honestly, this is the main reason why I've been so down these days. It's because the days of leaving is closer and closer.
And all I wish to do now is to spend more more more time with you.

Knowing that not be able to see you and hang out with you for months is just so depressing. Might also not be able to talk to you so much cause of the time diff. Honestly, tears fall every time I thought of it. No jokes bitch.
But remembering you said everything will be fine and we will somehow make it through and those countless promises makes me feel better. You've been great for the past 5 months and I really thank god that I have you.
You've been so patient even though I'm a pain. You're there for me all the time, especially times which I really needed you. You've been really really amazing and I couldn't ask for more.

I may not show it but I really do love you. Times with you were amazingly happy. Wished we didn't have to go through this but I guess it'll be all worth it at the end. Even words cannot describe how grateful I am. Really appreciate everything.
I didn't say it out cause I don't know how to express myself I guess.

You know who you are, and I love you to bits. I mean it.